Wow, so one of Eric’s friends deleted me on facebook.
like what the shit.
I’m only offended because he didn’t tell me. And I didn’t want to delete him because I felt that me and Eric breaking up has nothing to do with me not being friends with Johnny.

At least I told Eric before I blocked him that I was doing so.

Poor Austin and Chris. It’s okay. I just blocked them, so it’ll be like I deleted my FB.
They’ll never know.

And i don’t really know who visits this blog but if any of you four do.
NO FUCKS TO GIVE HERE.

actually i do apologize to austin and chris for being on the block list.  I felt that it would be unfair to just delete, though i highly doubt they will ever notice my removal.

God has taken it upon himself to stop me from texting Eric.

My phone is dead and I don’t have his number memorized.

Today I stopped at Repographics and I think the guy working there is good-looking.  People still understand this in the wrong context when I say such things.  He’s good looking, as in he has nice features and nice eyes.  (He’s mixed I’m assuming?) But it was just one of those people you admire their features for.  

Anyway, yeah, I was pretty dazzled by his features.
Apparently he’s switched his major to Illustration.  Last time when I first saw him, I assumed he was a graphic design student. 

I miss Eric like crazy.  Well, perhaps not crazy, but I miss him.
To the point of me wanting to text him and tell him.  And I know I shouldn’t. I have to keep reminding myself that he doesn’t care.  I think that’s what keeps me going most of the time, reminding myself he doesnt care,

and neither should I.

I miss him.

because i deserve someone who can fucking multi-task between becoming a great somebody and a boyfriend.